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An Excerpt from 

"Threads: The Reincarnation of Anne Boleyn"

Prologue

London
Year of our Lord, 1536  

     I could not see the crowd any longer. Were it not for the sound of an occasional involuntary cough, I might have thought myself alone and dreaming. In the midst of this unnatural stillness, I could sense the thousands of unsympathetic eyes I knew were fixed upon me. I could neither hide from them, nor could I stop myself from visualizing the faces and the stares.

     Suddenly, startlingly, a bird flapped its wings and took flight. I imagined all faces were turned toward the sky and all eyes were now fixed upon the bird. For that one moment, all in attendance would have forgotten me and would allow me to quietly slip away before they even noticed I had left them. That fanciful imagery and a final prayer were all the comfort I could give myself.

     A voice with a heavy French accent shouted: "Where is my sword?"

     Then, in one instant, a hand reached for mine, and a voice gently said "Come," and I followed. Disoriented yet aware, I looked down and saw the crowd, its taste for blood satisfied by the day's entertainment. I thought, "Wait," and saw Henry in my mind and in a flash I was with him for one last moment. He was mounted for the hunt, surrounded by huntsmen and hounds, awaiting the sound of gunshots that would announce my passing. They rang out as I watched and he inwardly flinched, outwardly revealing no emotion at all. He would now race to Jane, would make her his wife in only 10 days' time, and would never speak my name aloud again.

     I looked at him and thought, "Why?" like a wail, a keening, and could see he was disturbed, though determined not to be. Denying.

     I knew he could sense me. It was in his thoughts, and I could read them as if they were spoken aloud. He was agitated and fearful. "Damn you, Henry," I thought. He heard me in his mind, and thought he was mad.

     Then I turned away from him one final time and floated toward the light and toward memory. Like a rustling, I felt him reach toward me then catch himself. Like a whisper, I heard him say to me, "Damn you," but the words were not spoken except in his thoughts, and they carried no conviction in the face of his anxiety.

     I sensed there were tears, but his face was stone and tears would not be shed. He would restrain them and hold them within like a cancer, and they would change him and the lives he touched from this day forward. He would never face what he had done. He would do it again and again as if to trivialize the sin. By feeling less next time he could prove it was not sin, for did he not feel righteous? If it were not right, would he not feel shame?

     I know this because I know how Henry could twist logic to suit his ends. He could speak for God Himself, he believed, based solely on what he knew to be truth within his heart. He was my husband and I know him to his soul. He was often mistaken.

     And so, many more lives would be lost by his decree. It would torment him till the end and he would be guilty, defiant, dictatorial, irrational and dangerous, never realizing that much of it was the denial of grief and conscience. It would be a sad end for a man who, oddly, wanted very much to be a good one.

     With concern that was habit more than heartfelt, I absently thought, "He should cry," then left him.

     Good-bye.